I Like Feeling Good

Mojave, California
April 4, 2018 5:51pm CST
Such a nice feeling.. You are not angry or bitter. Never want to destroy your fellow brethren. That being said, really am in envy with what some did with their lives and I am still working on that. If the end goal is to make as much money as possible. I am sure failing miserable and will continue because really does nothing for me. I admit I need it to see tomorrow, but the rest is just BS. I sometimes imagine if I was this wealthy individual on his deathbed and running back through my life. What would I think of myself? One of the richest persons in the world in a big empty house and know pissed off a lot of people just to die in a big empty house. I really feel sorry for all these politicians who chose that than feeling good because you did something for someone else. So my new vision is finding a small house and plant that sucker on top of a mountain. Put out a lawn chair and over look the world. Think about my life and say, you know what, that was pretty cool, even if I say so myself. Die feeling good, not all alone and empty even if I am alone.
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@Starmaiden (9311)
• Canada
4 Apr 18
Satisfaction, peace and contentment come from knowing you did your best and accepting the final outcome. Letting go of all expectations and being pleasantly surprised. :-)
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• Mojave, California
4 Apr 18
Amen
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• Dallas, Texas
5 Apr 18
I could see it looking pretty nice from up on top a mountain. Yep. living someplace you really enjoy that gives you something good to look at is better than being in a big house that is empty.
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• Mojave, California
5 Apr 18
Even if people, would want close quarters. Fells better in itself. If you know what I mean
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• Dallas, Texas
5 Apr 18
@crossbones27, I get what you're saying.