I am worth it sure I am..
May 24, 2018 6:35pm CST
I have to say please excuse me. I have been smoking all day it's not working. I am not sure why but I know stress makes it insane to deal with. I have to say I am so sick of it. I am trying to figure out if I can manage this. I am looking up and saying to myself that no matter how bad. I can manage. I have been asking all day if I will be here for my 50th Birthday. I have had a dream and trust me I want to see it. but goodness why on earth me.....how can anyone live with this. You know what scared me. When i learned from the dr. that fibromyalgia is intense when you have bipolar disorder and I knew that it should be lights out for me. I tell you one thing. I am going to smoke even if I have to get arrested. Because my child is my stress-er and no matter what I am hoping the day comes that we can be one big happy family again.It seems so far away but nothing will stop me. I can't bring myself to let her go. I am going to keep asking the powers that be to help. I am so upset that am going to eat the fridge out tonight. I hate this.
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• United States
I have been keeping her away but she is asking to come help me. I can't get the words out I just say no not today. No visits and she gets upset. It's not easy seeing her place of living. She wants the house number and I said no.
• Washington, District Of Columbia
I was kinda similar at 22!!! Boy is that a dramatic age!! You're on your own and everything comes at U at lightning speed!!! Being young means having to learn!!! She will mature really soon and be full of wisdom!! The wisdom u gain from living!!!