So yes, I am still alive.
By Jekca
@Jessicalynnt (50525)
Centralia, Missouri
June 25, 2018 3:03pm CST
I might have the energy to be back some this summer. I am pondering it. Anyways, I know I have friends on here, so I will at least start trying to come by once a week or something.
I do have a big surgery in a week, so we shall see. Other than that things are mostly ok. Depression is still kicking my butt, you think by now I'd be used to it.
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22 responses
@DesirousDreamer (34783)
• Peoria, Arizona
25 Jun 18
I know how you feel, depression isn't easy, currently battling it myself. I hope you get to feeling better soon and I hope the surgery goes well and you have a speedy recovery!
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
3 Jul 18
Doing ok, hoping I will go home from it this morning
@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
3 Jul 18
Daw, hey you! It went well, I'm still stuck in the hospital though
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
14 Jul 18
@sallypup heheheh, they did. I am home now and BORED OUT OF MY MIND
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@sallypup (57742)
• Centralia, Washington
3 Jul 18
@Jessicalynnt Those medics better be properly caring for you or I'll have to come kick some fannies.
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@Tina30219 (81539)
• Onaway, Michigan
25 Jun 18
I hope your surgery goes well and look forward to seeing you around more here.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
3 Jul 18
Thanks tina! I'm going to try and be back more often too
@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
3 Jul 18
Well I'm still in the hospital, from it yesterday, but sounds like maybe they will send me home today
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@cintol (11261)
• United States
3 Jul 18
@Jessicalynnt Thats good news, gotta stay positive and look for the good.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
14 Jul 18
@cintol that does make days go better
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
3 Jul 18
Hey! Surgery done, stuck in the hospital. Figured I'd stop by to tell ppl!
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
14 Jul 18
@JudyEv Am home now and doing better! Trying to be on now and then too
@JudyEv (325385)
• Rockingham, Australia
4 Jul 18
@Jessicalynnt That's good news. Hope you're soon home again.
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@Ladanger (14582)
• United States
4 Jul 18
@Jessicalynnt I play video games and listening to music. It helps escape reality
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@dodo19 (47038)
• Beaconsfield, Quebec
4 Jul 18
@Jessicalynnt Well, hopefully, you get out of the hospital soon. But at least you're okay.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
10 Jul 18
@dodo19 was out by later that day!
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
3 Jul 18
So far so good, although still in the hospital
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@lovinangelsinstead21 (36850)
• Pamplona, Spain
25 Jun 18
Just to wish you well and for the surgery to go ahead and for you to come out of it much much better.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
3 Jul 18
It went ok, still in the hospital though
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
3 Jul 18
Yeah, I've been mostly gone for a year. I'ma try to be back at least a couple times a month or so
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
18 Jul 18
It's gotten a shade better, the depression, since then. From what I understand they were stripping me of needed things, blood, nutrients, and pressing on other things. I dunno if this will last, but it's like a small weight is off me (heh, twins worth, the things were HUGE)
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@just4him (305561)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
18 Jul 18
@Jessicalynnt I'm glad things are getting better.
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@Courtlynn (66921)
• United States
25 Jun 18
Sorry you have to deal with depression. I hope you feel better soon, and hope your surgery goes well.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
3 Jul 18
I swear once depression gets its hooks in you, and it's hard to ever get past
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
10 Jul 18
@Courtlynn I think for some of us it just ends up being a way of life
@Courtlynn (66921)
• United States
3 Jul 18
@Jessicalynnt yes it is. unfortunately.
I've been dealing with it for 10 years now.
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@andriaperry (116860)
• Anniston, Alabama
26 Jun 18
I think I remember you 
the poet!
the poet!2 people like this
@mlgen1037 (29886)
• Manila, Philippines
26 Jun 18
I Jekca. Nice to meet you and welcome back. I hope all is fine. Praying for a successful operation. We are just here and we have your back always. Take care.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
3 Jul 18
Thank you! It went ok, but I'm still in the hospital
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
14 Jul 18
@mlgen1037 I went home later that day, but have weeks of recovery before me
@mlgen1037 (29886)
• Manila, Philippines
3 Jul 18
@Jessicalynnt You are most welcome,Jecka. Glad to hear that. When will you be discharge?
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@arthurchappell (45002)
• Preston, England
14 Jul 18
@Jessicalynnt you just brightened our weekends up enormously
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
10 Jul 18
Yeah not around like every day, but every week or so!
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@JamesHxstatic (29242)
• Eugene, Oregon
10 Jul 18
I hope that the surgery went well and that you are feeling better.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
14 Jul 18
It went an hour faster than they expected, despite the tumors being tons bigger than the last MRI's had them at
@responsiveme (22926)
• India
3 Jul 18
You take care. The responses give you the name of the organisation.Do look into it.
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