Pain In my Heart.
By rakski
@rakski (112925)
Philippines
July 16, 2018 9:20pm CST
Hello everyone.
No, I am not having chest pains.
I am feeling blue today. The chest pains I am feeling is somehow similar to one when one is feeling down and thinking a lot of things in mind. And the weather is not helping at all. For the past two days, it has been raining on and off. I am happy for that because that means I will not water my plants.
Maybe because I did not sleep well last night. Maybe because I am not successful with the two online jobs I applied at. Maybe because our City Mayor announced suspension of classes after my kids arrived in school.
Whatever it is, I do not want that to ruin my day. I hope to be more positive me in the next few hours.
Hope you are all having a good day.
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13 responses
@anamika161088 (11868)
• India
17 Jul 18
Sorry to hear that. Hope things will be fine soon. Stay positive
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@rakski (112925)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
@anamika161088 yes, I hope so. Thank you
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@ScribbledAdNauseum (104632)
• United States
17 Jul 18
I really hope you will feel more yourself as the day progresses for you. Perhaps a little bit of music would help to calm your mood? When it stops raining you might take a short walk as well.
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@rakski (112925)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
@ScribbledAdNausem thank you. Yes, I am hoping to feel better too.
@chavezrmc (6095)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
Sorry to hear what you are feeling today. It has been raining here too and it's not helping me too. I like rain but it always makes me sad. And stayed for days now I hope everyone will be safe. And I hope you will feel better soon.
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@chavezrmc (6095)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
@rakski Don't worry too much. Though I know it's not easy but if you won't worry too much soon you will be okay.
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@rakski (112925)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
@chavezrmc yes. Maybe because there are too many things happening at the same time.
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@ridingbet (66857)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
@rakski i was anxious prior to my son's work. now that he is steady in school and in driving the car, i do not feel the palpitations anymore, and anxiety gone.
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@rakski (112925)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
@ridingbet good for you. It helps a lot when you are with your kids. It lessen the anxiety.
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@andriaperry (116860)
• Anniston, Alabama
17 Jul 18
Awww, don`t be sad. Things will get better. Have a nap.
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@rakski (112925)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
@andriaperry I will try that later when my kids arrived home. thanks
@sunrisefan (28524)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
Why don't you view "I can see you voice" on Youtube to entertain yourself of even Amercia Got Talent or ritain Got Talent so you'd be entertained?
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@allknowing (130066)
• India
17 Jul 18
Sometimes it just does not rain but pour. And what you are going though is a common phenomena But time diffuses situations You just need to wait. Even if problems do not go away time will help you face them better.
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@rakski (112925)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
@allknowing. Thank you very much. Seeing my kids now lessens it a bit.
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@hereandthere (45651)
• Philippines
18 Jul 18
re: the online jobs, were the decisions final? maybe you can reapply to both jobs after a certain period of time?
@Starmaiden (9311)
• Canada
17 Jul 18
I am sorry you are feeling down. Too many things happening at once is overwhelming on the mind and emotions. 
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@simplfred (20608)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
Simply we have those kind of days... My yesterday is quite that kind also or a bit worst... Now, I'm quite okay... I hope your feelings well change in the coming hours...
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@rakski (112925)
• Philippines
17 Jul 18
@simplfred thank you, I am hoping for that too.
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