This is going to be rough
By Felicia Kane
@DesirousDreamer (34783)
Peoria, Arizona
July 24, 2018 10:11am CST
My brain has been a mess for the last few days. I mean it is normally a mess, but lately it has been way worse.
On Saturday night my father texts me, "just so you know, I haven't forgotten about you. I was wondering when we can talk, I'm free on Wednesday. "
If you don't know, at the beginning of May I confronted my father, feeling like I am not his daughter but his dog sitter. I have never felt like his daughter, he has always ignored me, misunderstood me, and all of this stuff.
Things that I have been holding in for years.
And I am terrified. I agreed to Wednesday but haven't gotten a confirmed time...that is so him.
I am so scared though because I have been waiting for this moment since I was 6 years old. I know what I want to say, but it is just so much and I'm so scared.
But it needs to happen. I don't know if this will ruin our relationship or finally we will have our peace and understand what we have both been dealing with for years.
I never thought the end of 22 was going to be this crazy. 23, be sweet to me.
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5 responses
@thislittlepennyearns (58134)
• Defuniak Springs, Florida
24 Jul 18
I think you need to ask him for a time. Instead of worrying all day what time he is going to want to talk. Try to get him to finalize a time.
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@andriaperry (116860)
• Anniston, Alabama
24 Jul 18
Don`t be scared. Took him forever but he is trying to contact you. Go all in not expecting anything, but I hope you get a good relationship started this time around.
I am so proud of you words can`t describe it.
@Starmaiden (9311)
• Canada
24 Jul 18
For your own protection tell him he must come to your place. If he doesn't want it that way, forget it. He wants you to sit his dog. 
@Jessabuma (31700)
• Baguio, Philippines
24 Jul 18
I am so sorry to hear this. But good luck to you..
