alwaysANXIOUS

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@ridingbet (66861)
Philippines
July 30, 2018 7:58pm CST
Good Tuesday morning and happy last day of July , 2018. How is the mighty Sun shining up there in your skies? This year is my 14th going to 15th year as a part-time clinical preceptor. As always, I am anxious if I will be given workload for this school year. Although all of my colleagues reassure me that I will have, the thought that I am just a part time employee makes me doubt of my load. I may be disregarded to handle students because a full time instructor can be better than me. So far though, nobody has trained in medical ward and IMCU. I want to finish my 15 years as a clinical instructor but I wish to reduce my work days from 4 to 2 days, 3-11PM shift too. Like now, I have loud and rapid heartbeat due to anxiety. I should relax and be confident. I hope interacting on mylot will make me feel good.
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@LadyDuck (454915)
• Switzerland
31 Jul 18
Of course you should relax, being anxious serves no purpose at all. Calm down, watch a movie and relax.
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@LadyDuck (454915)
• Switzerland
1 Aug 18
@ridingbet I hope you are feeling less stressed now.
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@ridingbet (66861)
• Philippines
3 Aug 18
@LadyDuck yes but the anxiety is always here unless i will be given my load on the 15th
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@ridingbet (66861)
• Philippines
1 Aug 18
watching movies but not finishing them, that was what i did when my sister left for her check-up. now, i put off the TV and DVD player because i will watch my favorite afternoon series. this way, i hope the anxiety will be out from my system.
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@magallon (19281)
• Philippines
31 Jul 18
I hope you will be given a load this time and i also wish that you're feeling okay and relaxed now...
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@ridingbet (66861)
• Philippines
31 Jul 18
i am always given load, though i feel anxious if i will be given, as what my clinical coordinator and other colleagues tell me, i should be the one to least worry because i will always have work load. i however did not inform our CC that i like to have 2 duty days only. it is already my schedule every 1st semester to have 2 duty days only.
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@ridingbet (66861)
• Philippines
31 Jul 18
@magallon so, we have the same anxiety. only when i will be briefed on the 15th of August will i be relaxed already. i do not know what ward will i be assigned.
@magallon (19281)
• Philippines
31 Jul 18
@ridingbet i know how you feel because that was the same feeling that i had when i was still teaching in the Technological Institute of the Philippines. i am also a part time professor that time.Waiting to be called and thinking if i will be given a load is a feeling i cannot explain..
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@mesbakh (2284)
• Indonesia
14 Sep 18
take a deep breath
@DianneN (246452)
• United States
31 Jul 18
No job is worth anxiety, but I don't think you have anything to worry about. Hope myLot helps calm you down and have a wonderful Tuesday!!!!
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@ridingbet (66861)
• Philippines
31 Jul 18
myLot eases my tension and anxiety. on the 15th, i hope i will feel better and relaxed
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@DianneN (246452)
• United States
3 Aug 18
@ridingbet I'm sure you will!
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@Shiva49 (26163)
• Singapore
31 Jul 18
I am a professional accountant. I slowed down over the years when I knew anxiety, mostly manmade, was affecting my health. I thought better to cut expenses than try to earn more. I do hope you are able to balance work with relaxation - siva
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@ridingbet (66861)
• Philippines
31 Jul 18
yes i do. i am an adaptable person and i don't get frustrated at once. one attitude that i am proud of is i am patient and i don't procrastinate at all. punctuality also is another.
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@acelawrites (19274)
• Philippines
31 Jul 18
Are you a doctor or a nurse teaching medical students? It is shining here in our place and later, I will finish hose heavy curtains piled at the laundry basket.
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@ridingbet (66861)
• Philippines
31 Jul 18
i am a nurse working as a clinical instructor.
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