Dehydrated and stressed

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So I've been having a rough week. I fell off my bike last friday and I'm still sore in a few places but I am healing so I guess that's good. I haven't heard from my mom since last thursday, until yesterday that is. I messaged her first and asked how she was and it seemed like she didn't want to talk to me. She text me back and instead of having to write a huge response, I called her. She refused to answer the call. No surprise there. When I asked her why she couldn't pick up, she said she was busy and it was easier to text. Phone calls can be hands free while texting you need both hands but whatever. Then she wanted to know what I was doing, where I was, what I had planned for the rest of the night and why. Talking to my mom stresses me out. Her husband hates my guts so when I do reach out to make sure she is okay, I have to worry about him getting mad at her for me simply asking how she is doing. I'm ready to give up and tell her that I won't be messaging her anymore so she can tell her husband that he won. And the really messed up thing is that when she broke her ankle, I was there to help her. ME. And I spent $100s during the time she couldn't work. I bought her groceries, cleaned her apartment, did her dishes and bought her some medical supplies that she didn't have the money for at the time. And still her husband hates me. So I guess if she doesnt text me today after she finds out what her schedule is, I'm going to reach out to her one last time and tell her that if me texting her is going to get her in trouble with her husband, I won't do it anymore. I'll continue on with my life and she can do the same. I have too much going on to be the one that has to keep reaching out and lately, it almost feels like when she did come for a visit that she didn't want to be there and had to be on her damn phone the whole time. Texting her husband and telling him every little thing we did or said. I'm just done. And to top it all off, I have been dehydrated the last two days. No matter how much I drink, I still feel dehydrated and it's making everything get to me alot more. I need a vacation. Even just a few days in a remote cabin in the woods. I would love that!