Poetry: The silence of death turns John’s sadness to anger before love

The blackness of death still contains life in its wings
@innertalks (20971)
Australia
August 16, 2018 11:00pm CST
The seething anger did nothing for John’s pain, in his blame. He was on the receiving end of feeling insane, unconstrained. John’s mother lie dying, as he looked on in his own shock. John wanted to duck for cover, right under his own hard rock. Everything annoyed John, as John hated life, so loud, right now. Deathening silence was inside of John, out-crowding, not allowed. John had cried long and wearily, tears seemingly of no real use. There was nothing he could do, it seemed, to light again her fuse. Death is the greatest loss in any life, alive to it. They say that love provides wings to the dead, but John could not see any on his mum, who looked glum. Her cheerfulness of manor, had been eaten all but all away. Life and death are never one until you join them with love. John had tried to love his mother into life, once more again. This failed, because he was trying to close death’s door, angrily. When John simply left it wide open, his mum slipped through on love. Photo Credit: The photo used here was freely sourced from the free media site: pixabay.com. The blackness of death still contains life in its wings
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@Jessabuma (31700)
• Baguio, Philippines
17 Aug 18
That's so beautiful and very true poem. I know I will going to die but still I am afraid to it.
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@Shiva49 (26187)
• Singapore
17 Aug 18
@innertalks Ironically, modern medicine can prolong the agony! Previously it was a cake walk, now it is fighting every inch and then being dragged across the door! siva
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@Jessabuma (31700)
• Baguio, Philippines
17 Aug 18
@innertalks hehehe!!!!
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@innertalks (20971)
• Australia
18 Aug 18
@Shiva49 Yes, and yet I am still not convinced about euthanasia either. If the pain can be relatively managed and controlled, to die in the company of those loving you, even after a struggle, might not be too bad. As long as we are not afraid of the process, we can be a witness to it, and allowing others to witness what we are going through too. I didn't know that those suffering from terminal illness's often go through painful nights, filled with nightmares too. "John's" mother, unfortunately, was having such nightmares too.
@Icydoll (36717)
• India
17 Aug 18
That's nice poem dear friend
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