Unfriendly Wednesday

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Actually, this Wednesday is going pretty well. I got 4 hours of sleep so I actually feel really good and I took a shower so I am wide awake and ready to get to work. But I did start it out with some sad news. A friend of mine from high school apparently unfriended me on Facebook and no longer follows me on Instagram. We were really good friends even after high school until around I moved to Wyoming and then everyone I knew did not care to know me anymore. She stuck around, but we barely talked. I tried to message first, but she was always busy because I get it we are adults. So I thought that since we were really good friends that she would message me when she wasn't so busy. But I guess that never happened because we never talked and I felt really bad about that. I don't know why I was randomly thinking about her, but I was and I wanted to see how she was doing and I looked on Facebook and she was no longer a friend on Facebook and that is really sad. I feel like a lot of high school friends just don't want to know me anymore and I'm not really sure why. I don't know if it is what I did or they are just adults now and think that the fat emo girl they knew in school isn't someone they want to know anymore because she is still the fat emo girl. I don't know, it is sad and I tried to add her back so I shall see what happens. Being an adult sucks. It is very lonely.