She wants me to suffer as well.
By Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
Davao, Philippines
October 30, 2018 9:04pm CST
I kind of in need to let this out.
I am not feeling well because of a cough and colds.
I need to vent this out here since I have no one to talk to at the moment.
I used to talk to the boyfriend but I always have the same answer from him.
Anyway, there it is.
I tried not to get caught with a cough and colds because it will drain me and the last time I have it, I was in the hospital for 15 days of medication.
And the one responsible for this is my Mother. For the 3rd time, she did it again. We keep reminding her to have it check in the center and ask for a medicine for it. But she did not, instead, she tell lies.
I'm still thinking what kind of a Mother we are having.
Why she wants us to suffer.
Is that not enough she abandon us before?
Oh, God helps me.
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@ridingbet (66857)
• Philippines
31 Oct 18
your mother should be reported to a BHW so she will be treated ASAP.
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@ridingbet (66857)
• Philippines
31 Oct 18
@JustBhem a BSW is a Barangay Health Worker. if you live in a subdivision, i hope you have a Rural Health Unit there and a midwife can assist your mother in getting her daily medicines.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
31 Oct 18
What is BHW? A patient in the center suggested me to have her talk to a professional, like Social Welfare about her attitude towards us. It might not be a good idea but I am willing to have someone talk to her.
I should have done this a long time ago when she was still okay so that she will learn her lesson.
And now she is sick as well so she wants all the attention my siblings are giving me.
She wants me to suffer, and this time I believe that now.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
31 Oct 18
@ridingbet
I see. We have our Brgy Health center but we cannot get help because people who work there are useless.
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@marguicha (215410)
• Chile
31 Oct 18
It seems that she is a very destructive person.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
31 Oct 18
She is.
This is not the first time she did it.
The first time I was confined for more than 15 days last April.
The second time I have confined again for 15 days last June.
The second time was the worst, I thought I will never get to my Birthday.
The same issue, she was the one who had a cough and colds.
We keep reminding her that if in case she will have a cough, ask the Doctor in the center for medication so that it will not last and that I can't get the virus. But she is hard. Now, I believe she is doing it on purpose because this is the 3rd time she does it.
Now, I'm not feeling well because I now have a cough and colds.
She is just okay with that like as if nothing happens.
She really likes me to suffer and die.
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@marguicha (215410)
• Chile
31 Oct 18
@JustBhem Shouldn´t you say the to her doctors?
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
31 Oct 18
@marguicha
She belongs in the Main while I belong in the center.
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@rakski (112925)
• Philippines
31 Oct 18
I am sorry to hear this again.
I hope you can go to thw doctor so you can preve t it, that way it will not worsen. Hope you will be well soon. I cannot apeak for your mom. All I know is that most moms I know will sacrifice for their kids. So I guess there are who does not care at all.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
31 Oct 18
How I wanted to go to the ER and rest well there because I know I will have peace of mind especially if I'm on oxygen. But the boyfriend does not like it because most of the time he will be the one to take care of the labs plus it will take time for the Doctor to assist us because it's a Public Hospital, meaning a lot of patients needs to attend.
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