Afraid to expose myself

Philippines
November 14, 2018 7:09am CST
Before I got into mylot. I used to make videos on you tube based from the game sims 2 and other Japanese music related themes. I stopped when I got to know mylot and future online earning sites. There was also google blog but it didn't work out for me either. But recently I was able to sort my copyright issues with youtube and got to monetize some of the videos I have left. Most of them are in private mode now. Well, thanks for getting my own google adsense. Sadly, I regret not deleting them and putting on more effort to make quality content videos, like vlogging. I don't know I was not confident putting myself out there all those years. Which I had spent more my-lotting. I had no regrets since I was not that confident anyways.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
14 Nov 18
A friend told me I should do vlogging about my sickness so that some people will aware about it. But I'm too afraid for bad comments and besides, I am not good when it comes to making videos.
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• Philippines
14 Nov 18
Useless trolls will always be there @JustBhem it never ends. Try to focus on the ones who have more positive views on you instead. But then again it's up to you.
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• Philippines
14 Nov 18
@JustBhem You can actually have the option to review them before you approve the comment.
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@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
14 Nov 18
@Letranknight2015 Yes, or I can limit the comment section. But I am still thinking though.
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@leny34 (8506)
• Sidoarjo, Indonesia
14 Nov 18
in my opinion you have to be confident, because with confidence we will get satisfying results
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• Philippines
14 Nov 18
Hello @leny34 confidence in exposing myself is a huge freaking deal to me.
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• Philippines
14 Nov 18
@leny34 I don't think I'm talented enough for the screen. Besides, i takes guts to have some unique humor to attract viewers.
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@leny34 (8506)
• Sidoarjo, Indonesia
14 Nov 18
@Letranknight2015 why do you always have big problems in your confidence ...?
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@tech40 (23128)
• Philippines
14 Nov 18
I'm also afraid of showing myself since we all know in the Philippines we have lots of bashers around, but seeing other youtube who earned tons of money that they can use to buy cars or big houses
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@tech40 (23128)
• Philippines
14 Nov 18
@Letranknight2015 Yes, one of this is Jelai if you know her, she and her boyfriend is a YouTuber, and they just got married this year, and one of the famous is CongTV, He is a full-time YouTuber and able to rent an apartment, he bought a car, and now he is going to make a movie.
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• Philippines
14 Nov 18
@tech40 I think Cong had a meeting with Aloida before they were given this apartment of his. Cong already made his music video along with other youtubers who helped him. can't believe i made the same videos like with this guy back in 2008. lol
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• Philippines
14 Nov 18
Hello @tech40 Those people are probably rich now. but i can't say the same to those who are in a relationship or families, they need that money in their every day expense.
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@brokenbee (11090)
• Philippines
14 Nov 18
A friend of mine also asked me to join him before in uploading videos on YouTube. I didn't know what channel to put up. And I also don't know what would be my niche. I think right now he is already earming from his channel...
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• Philippines
15 Nov 18
Hello @brokenbee I don't think I'm ready to expose myself after being anonymous for so long. I have revealed myself here but not that much. Your friend is lucky, how many subscribers he has?
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@brokenbee (11090)
• Philippines
15 Nov 18
@Letranknight2015 I haven't asked him yet and I am not following his channel. Might as well check it later...
• Agra, India
14 Nov 18
I wish you all the good luck. Keep trying always
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• Agra, India
14 Nov 18
@Letranknight2015 Ohh... this is sad. Anyways it is your wish but I will suggest that you should not give up
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@Janet357 (75656)
14 Nov 18
You monetize your videos now? Thats good!
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• Philippines
14 Nov 18
Yeah, but I don't upload new videos anymore @Janet357 the content had to be top notch.
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@Janet357 (75656)
14 Nov 18
@Letranknight2015 just wondering, what is the average income on youtube and is it based on viewsor subscription?
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• Philippines
15 Nov 18
@Janet357 it's based on views and comments or likes I think.
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@Plethos (13560)
• United States
14 Nov 18
its sometimes amazing as to what kind of videos make money out there.
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• Philippines
14 Nov 18
Hello @Plethos daily vlogs, some very stupid ones just to attract people, making nuts of themselves online.
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@acelawrites (19273)
• Philippines
15 Nov 18
I also do not like being exposed to such things; cautious of bashers, etc.
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• Philippines
15 Nov 18
Hello @acelawrites If you notice people gets bashers as they are on the rise to fame and popularity.
• Peoria, Arizona
14 Nov 18
I liked doing youtube, but it is a lot of pressure. I wish I could do gaming videos, but my computer is so laggy that it isn't even worth it.
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• Philippines
14 Nov 18
Hello @DesirousDreamer I had the support of the sentai community back then. Yeah I've check your channel too.
• Peoria, Arizona
16 Nov 18
@Letranknight2015 I appreciate that haha I thought it was best to mostly focus on my website now
@debjani1 (7207)
15 Nov 18
I don't know anything about making videos. So I will have to learn this.