My life is falling apart

By Sue
South Africa
January 15, 2019 11:48pm CST
I just can't anymore. I feel so helpless right now. My life is falling apart and I can hardly breathe. I'm praying day and night but I can't find a solution. And it feels like God has abandoned me, not that i blame Him. I seriously want to die right now, but I can t do that to my child. I just don't know where to get help. I know I'm rambling, but I need to get this out.
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PrincessREL
@PrincessREL (339)
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16 Jan 19
I know its hard to listen to the advice from others when they are not in your shoes, they dont feel your pain, they dont see your struggle. Ive had many many moments in my life where ive felt the exact same way but please believe me when i say that whatever it is you are going through, it will pass. Bad things will happen but it wont last forever. If you need someone to talk to please message me and we can text or call if you want.
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PrincessREL
@PrincessREL (339)
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16 Jan 19
@Pixilove whats going on hun?
Sue
@Pixilove (89)
• South Africa
16 Jan 19
Thank you. I just feel so lost. Don't know what to do.
Sue
@Pixilove (89)
• South Africa
16 Jan 19
@PrincessREL long story short we are on the streets tomorrow if we don't pay rent today. Background I left a job for "better" pay but turned out to be not what promised. We have asked every one for help and no one can help. Since not being able to pay our debts we've been blacklisted so can't even take out a loan. I don't know what to do.
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Simone
@Janet357 (75656)
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16 Jan 19
You know, the best thing you can is to pray hard to God and cry it out. These will help a lot. did youknw that problems make us tougher and wiser. You are not alone. All of us go through such depression.
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Steve
@shoffman2000 (560)
• Alexandria, Virginia
4 Mar 19
Need to get a complete physical by a competent md
marguicha
@marguicha (215177)
• Chile
16 Jan 19
I´m sorry you feel this way
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Judy Story
@jstory07 (134291)
• Roseburg, Oregon
16 Jan 19
Pray and go to a church to get help.
Sue
@Pixilove (89)
• South Africa
16 Jan 19
I'm praying, and I'm going yo church, but I can't find any answers.
Kokil agarwal
@amitkokiladitya (171936)
• Agra, India
16 Jan 19
I'm sorry to hear this but you have to be strong. Of you are a parent you have a big responsibility. Always remember God is always there. He is just taking his time so that he can make you strong enough to fight. But it is you who has to take the first step. God helps those who helps themselves. Prayer alone does no good.
Sue
@Pixilove (89)
• South Africa
16 Jan 19
That's one of my biggest obstacles. I don't know which step to take. In short i know that i need to move. Whether a new job(which i just cant find) or country (but have my grandfather to consider plus not having the funds). But i just dont know. But staying here is killing me spiritually and finansially.
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Kokil agarwal
@amitkokiladitya (171936)
• Agra, India
16 Jan 19
@Pixilove tell me are you married or not
Sue
@Pixilove (89)
• South Africa
16 Jan 19
@amitkokiladitya yes I'm married
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Sreekala
@Sreekala (34312)
• India
16 Jan 19
This just a phase in your life and it will pass out soon. Be confident and faith in Almighty. Nothing is permanent in our life, even our worries and sufferings. Good luck to you.
Dominique
@dodo19 (47038)
• Beaconsfield, Quebec
16 Jan 19
I'm really sorry to hear about this. I'm sorry you feel this way. I hope that things get better for you.
Hope
@1hopefulman (45123)
• Canada
16 Jan 19
What is going on that you feel that terrible?
Manuela Lopes
@nela13 (55702)
• Portugal
17 Jan 19
Hope things go better to you soon.