December 8, 2006 9:13pm CST
I am sorry to leave you all for a long time. It is so busy after working. So there is not much time for me to get here. Recently, I feel unhappy all the time. I think I must feel lonely in my life. In the working days, I am always busy with my job. And at the weekend, I must spend time on my university studying. It is a full schedule! Sometimes, I think it is good becasue it is rich in my life. But sometimes I really feel a little tired. I hope someone can support me and take care of me when I am tired. However, I am alone. No lover is ok, I have my parents. I do believe they must support me. But these days I am angry with them about something. Becasue they hurt me on my birthday. We haven"t talked with each other for a few days. When I am at home, I always stay at my bedroom. I am sad alone. I close myselfe. My only supporters leave me alone. Now I live in a gloomy world. I don"t know who I can depend on. Where is my love? Where is my supporter? I have lost my way.