what are your frustrations in life? how do u deal with it?

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i have so many frustrations in life. i always wanted to be a doctor when i was a kid. i want to become successful and i didn't think of getting a bf or get married on an early age. but when i went to college, my life gets so messed up... i had a bad relationship (i think i literally fell out of love that time), i got sick, and sudden death of my boyfriend, found another relationship after couple of months of grieving, got pregnant and married at an early age. unfortunately i wasn't able to finish my degree yet although i was so close in achieving it everutime but fail to do so. my mom was so disappointed because i am the only child in the family. i made them feel so useless and irresponsible as a parent. that really hurts though i never really meant all these things to happen.how i wished it never happened but the damages has been done. how do i cope with it? well at first it was very tough. i did undergo several counselling with a psychiatrist. i thought i was going out of my mind. the doc says i quite normal, i don't have any disorder just that i pay too nuch attendtion on this things when i'm not suppose to. i had no choice now but be optimistic that life will be back to normal again. i keep telling myself how lucky i am despite of my past, i have 2 adorable kids and a loving husband now to take care and to love. someone how understand my past. tell me something about your story