Mocking bird filled my eyes......God spare me some more time to love.
January 31, 2007 5:57pm CST
MEN DO CRY Right now i am sitting in my office listening to Emimem's Mockingbird...beautiful song with great lyrics. I am listening to this song of him for the first time ( i think that its for the 20th time continuously). I feel the pain in the song and it forces me to think of old times n it hurts quite a lot. I was a very good son loved by all n enjoyed my life till i became an adult, i loved my mom n dad n my little brothers always used to think how i am gonna stay a day without them,my grand moms,my relatives all meant a lot to me.... then i grew up one day i got a joined Navy n i had to leave my home n move out, the initial days i used to cry a lot n felt like my life falling apart, n someone told that u need to be practical in life, n i tried n slowly i learned how life is lived today, n i was doing good n better n better... Then i met the girl of my life n i loved her more than myself n ,more than anything else,when ever we had a fight i cried the whole night till we patched up...n i decided i wanna life my life with her, n no one cud accept our relationship.... still we lived n learned the actual way of life, there have been times when we didn't have anything to cook or eat,we didn't give hope,some good friends helped n some good friends ditched, slowly we started to build up, Had our first son who is 2 yrs now, n the second son 6 months old, i love them n love them a damn lot, n i love my wife n ours is a sweet small family... I work as a manager now n earn a handsome income,but i return i have to work in nights n when i reach home i sleep n hardly have time to spend with my family. My mom n dad in another city n brothers in their own worlds...... I AM SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE OR AM I?,what have i earned in life after learning how to live in todays world all those things which i cherished the most are within my reach, n when i extend my hands to reach it i can't, n i realize it is just a mirage.... One day my sons will be grown up n they will be in their own worlds i will be left with memories n memories... In a corner I'll sit alone n wipe my tears all alone.... I pray to God Spare me some time to love as now i have all i love but no time to love,so that i can have more sweet memories when i sit alone...................... Hey did i bore u guys...Sorry got to go n wash my face coz people think that MEN DON'T CRY.
5 Feb 07
oh yes i agree its a very touching song , very emotional.... i really feel bad about what happened to eminems family and well it makes me pray ton the lord to help prevent such things in everyones lives. also that no children should go through the pain of their parents breakup. its heart breaking and really a sin to put those young lives go thru it . lets just pray that we all avoid such things in our real lives..