k here goes nothing I mean SOMETHING

United States
February 3, 2007 6:48pm CST
Ok hi as you can tell by my numbers i am fairly new to this site.(before I go on forgive me if i make errors sometimes my hands type faster than my brain(ill try and correct) anyway , I have really been enjoying myself here on my lot. Ilike most going through and reading all the responses to the discussions. Wow some many people and so many diffrent opinions(like my grandpa said they were like A*& holes everyone has one)(sorry) There have been some posts by my friends stating they wernt going to talk about their life on here anymore. I however am diffrent I dont get out much you see. I have been depressed for a long time and i will (and have on previous posts) explain later i stay in the house if im not workin (my fault) I would never state anything on here about the goings on in my life that were not true. I am completely 100 % honest why would i have the need to lie on here or anyone for that matter I guess i will start by saying that I am a 30 year old momm toa 14 year old son with adhd. I just married in april 05 (not my sons father) I have had 30 surgeries my last one ending in a complete hysteroctomy in sept 06 due to my 3rd misscarriage in march of 06. I have custody of my husbands nephew and my sister and her daughter live here with us also. I have a disfunctional family but who doesnt in their own minds I enjoy constructive critizim (sp) so i welcome you all to comment when i have "issues" thank you and i have rambled on enough. For now :)
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@TiareF (241)
• United States
4 Feb 07
I like rambling so you are okay there. I had the problem with depression and the doctors have finally got me on the right medications and I now actually leave the house. I did go for about 6 months though when I didn't go very far from the house. I'm still not comfortable meeting new people, but in time I'm sure even that will change. I'm working on it anyway so a little at a time will be better than nothing, I guess.
• United States
4 Feb 07
i too am uncomfortable meeting new peoples. y husband says so youd rather tell complete strangers about your problems than talk to someone you knw.. my answer yes BECAUSE they dont know me. I too will break this I am pushing myself to do more things. I know it is putting a strain on the family but it is something i am working on or we are working on.. take care and good luck to you
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@TiareF (241)
• United States
5 Feb 07
It's hard for someone who doesn't suffer from this to understand why would rather talk to people we don't know instead of someone we do know. I pray that you will overcome it as I am. It does take time and patience. God Bless.
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