choices of life

Happiness and sadness complements each other. You will never appreciate or even recognize one without the other. You have to feel and know both. But given the choice, I'd go for happiness. Why? Because my being happy is a blessing not just for myself for also for those who care for me-my loved ones.

I think we are born happy, serene, with everyone at our feet. Time, we steal happenings serenity, confidence, smile ... Today, today I'm afraid of being a happy, May I'm afraid to smile. Almost always, whenever I tried to build something, someone found many "well meaning" return to my words and gestures, to turn them against me or against those before whom I bow in respect ... And then I wonder where when and what's wrong? What do good, do not give as they should ... and do not understand, and are turned and for myself, and seek vigorously the delayed responses to come ...