vallantines day alone..

I don't have a girlfriend or wife and neither do I want one, celebrate your freedom my friend! I am a free spirit and do not want the complication of a relationship. To me Valentine Day is just like any other day! Think of the money you are saving not wasting on expensive cards, chocolates and flowers! Are you any border or lonely that yesterday or tomorrow? It's just a day, and tomorrow it will be over, it's only a big deal if you make it to be!

Another year, another day alone. Today I got dumped by a man I have been dating for alomost two months. I received the email and I was crushed and deeply wounded. My feelings toward men in general plummeted to an all time low. Yes, I want to reach out hurt him like he hurt me. I have decided that after a short emil in return that I will put on the blinders, cncentrate on myself and enjoy the company of my dog. Now that is unconditional love and gratitude. Maybe in the far future I can learn to trust again. It gets harder after each fall and I find it difficult to get up again. I think it is the fear of shame and abuse I have been put through and the loss of my dignity. Tomorrow I will return to work and concentrate on only that. No more thoughts of the guy that hurt me, or those that went before him. It will take a strong and honest man with integrity and a big heart to break down this wall that has been built today. Best wishes to you and Happy Valentines Day!

i feel sorry for u .fact is that i dont have oe .but i like to be a free bird

well.. myself i dont even care -.-... love is useless for my age.... i just try to do something else, like drawing :P