alone or not??

I guess I've always been a loner, as a child I had no brothers or sisters so I made my own entertainment up and I was used to my own company and I actually preferred it. Even as an adult I have learnt to enjoy my own company. I am too independent and I guess thats why I don't want relationships, they tie you down, you have to share your precious time, you get on their nerves and they get on your nerves. I have cats to keep my company so I never get lonely. I have had relationships and they have been claustophobic and I'd much rather be alone that in one!

I'd prefer to be alone sometimes, especially when i'm mad but when I'm sad I like to have someone. So I don't actually want to be alone all the time or with someone. It depends on the situation I'm in.

I have many days Im glad Im alone..no one messes my house but me and my son..and i can have the couch to myself lol..and i dont have any one to answer to..and no one to hog the bed..then i have days i am soo lonely it hurts..and i would give anything for a cuddle..or someone to laugh with me at movies andmake fun of them as well..lol..someone to cry on..or share my mile stones,,its really hard..i dont know which i want more..its all depends on my moods i guess,,

have family with me most of the time... well i am married with kids is being alone is no where in sight.it would be nice to have more than a hour alone time. everyone adult needs alone time every now and then. i guess i was rowdey when i was younger because i was not lonely then either.i was always out having fun or working. as far as someone other than my family in my household. it would no a big no! no! no! i can't stand having company all the time. i like to cut loose with my family and not have to put up with others all the time...