Have you ever stood up against the the majority....

Dear Stephcjh, If you stand against the majority, people around you will certainly notice you, although their reaction might not be what you hope it to be. So, it's very possible that it's only the deceiving voice inside your own head that keeps telling you you're unseen like that. Don't ever believe it. You see, don't we all like that? We want the focus to be us most of the time. It's like a wanting-to-be-heard competition. A vicious cycle. And I learn that in order to break it, simply by shifting the focus on us to others. Easy to say and hard to do, but it's true. I know people who do that by starting to be thankful for the things they have and I have to say, it works. Just start counting the blessings, we'll soon realize that we actually have more than we deserve. Besides, I always believe that there is always Someone watching over me, His eyes is always on me, He understands me more than I understand myself. And you what, His eyes is always on you, too. He heards your deepest sorrow, sees your every tears and He has put you in this universe for a certain purpose. He says in essence, "Look around and you'll be depressed, but look up to Me and I'll give you rest." Keep it going, Steph, but keep it going with God...=)

Thanks Compumom for sharing about the bills stuff. We may think nobody's watching, yet we have to later deal with our conscience and it can be our most difficult moment, can't it? Like you said, it's not worth it at all.