March 4, 2007 11:04pm CST
being inlove is really hard especially when you love more the person than what he feels for you. you're trying to balance everything to avoid misunderstanding. doing things that would greatly benefit him and understand him a lot even others think that you're already like a stupid always giving him the chances and still he didn't change. if only it's easy to dictate our hearts on what to do and not to do. if only we can instruct it to love someone else and forget about the past. but we can't because our hearts has its own mind and beats itself without needing our permission. its really complicated.