Do you expect anything from life?

I don't expect anything from life. I think that I make my own way and there's no set way my life will go.

I have decided its just luck mostly. I figure just sort lean into things, then sometimes good things happen, sometimes you just have to wait some more. I expect to get laid in a nice way at least a few thouseand more times. I'm very willing to give, so I should get some too I think. If you have everything you need then why even try anymore, for anything? Sounds unrealistic and/or boring to me.

I don't think has anything in store for me either other than to work and do for others. I think I will only be able to help others and never enjoy life myself. I have tried to do many things to change how I feel but I always get put back on the same ground that gets me nowhere with my internal feelings. I am trying to just deal with it but it sure isn't easy to accept.