Siblings rivalry...

i have been jealous with my younger brother. not because i thought my parents love him more. it's because he's so smart and so good in everything.. everything i can do he does better. then i realized, he's actually just gets everything he knows from me and just adds a couple of this and that that's why it looks better. i'm not that jealous anymore. it's more of admiration now. my parents would not admit that they have favoritism, under whatever circusmtance i think. but yes, i do think i'm the favorite child! bwhahahaha! because i'm the eldest. i'm the favorite, of my mom at least. sometimes i take advantage of it, but most of the time i can't because of that guilty feeling and besides my younger brothers and sister are already jealous enough. so, i've got to avoid those scenes. heheh!

yes before when im not yet married...i used to be jealous with one of my brothers, the one follows next to me,he always gets what he wants...he can go out whenever he wants and my mom doesnt ask questions,he has a bigger allowance than me... best things and he doest do chores at home...but then later i realized that i shouldnt be jealous of him or with any of my brothers... they were obedient children... to think that i am rebellious my parents still supports me and loves me including my husband and our kids... now i realize i should be the one to be jealous of...