Do you have an animal? Native American Indian

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Since I was a small child I always knew the hawk was my animal. When I was about 7 or 8 years old we raised chickens for eggs and meat. We started noticing the chickens disappearing. My Da said there was a hawk taking them.He said that we had to decide what could be done. Would we take his life(shot him) because we couldn't afford to loose the meat and eggs..or what? It was hurting my Da but he knew the hawk must be killed. Early the next morning Ma woke us all up before it was light and we climbed to the top of the steep hill behind our house. We all layed back in the tall grass and waited for the sun to come up. It was chilly .. I can still remember the feeling of the goosebumps on my thin,tanned arms.. The sun started to come up..I looked up in the sky. I could see hawk flying in a circle. Ma started to talk to us.. a group of little tanned shivering barefooted kids laying flat on our backs in the grass around our mother.. we must have looked strange to hawk... "Watch hawk fly. He flaps his wings hard then floats on the wind. Feel him fly.. Feel his wings move.." she continued to talk about hawk.. "Close your eyes...you are hawk..feel wings working ... now you float....swooooop...Your wings are getting tired...you are hungry... so hungry...you must eat or die...you see no mouse or rabbit...so hungry...so hungry..what will you eat...Look..Farmer Raymond has chicken... surely he won't mind if you have just one... Farmer must know of your hunger..he would not want you to starve.. You will dive down..take one small chick...maybe tomorrow you will find a rabbit and leave farmer alone..." We went to breakfast talking about hawk and how each of us could fly so far.. My mother asked if hawk should die..We all decided no.. If we saved his life he would be our responsibility. How could we get hawk to not take the chickens... We decided that we would get chicken wire for the top of the fencing so hawk couldn't come down to get the chickens... Money was tight... We went to the feed store,asked if we could get the fence on time... I think now it was so strange that this man trusted a group of little barefoot kids to pay him... We fixed the top of the fence making a cage out of the chicken fence.. We then went neighbor to neighbor to ask for jobs to pay for the fence.. It took us almost 6 months to pay off that fence..and a few blisters too.. I knew from that day hawk was my animal... To this day I can close my eyes and imagine myself to the sky.. Do you have an animal that is your spirit animal?... Do you have a connection to one?.. Close you eyes and imagine youself an animal... Who are you?