That's the feeling I'm having right now. Just bone chilling numbness. A dark season of my soul perhaps? perhaps.Calvin did very well at his swim meet. He was so fast in his heat of the 200 Freestyle that parents literally went out of their way to tell me how well he did! In his 500 he did a personal best, shaving off an unheard of 20 seconds. His swim coach was amazed, the crowd was enthralled... and none of it was enough to get him to districts. He was out by two places in his 200...