Life is precious

It is also short, or can almost end in a heartbeat as I learned last week.

I almost died last week as a result of a lung infection. I developed it after slaving away in the miserable snowstorm a few days before ending up in the ICU.

I got home yesterday, a new lease on life, and more financial troubles to boot.

Now, as a result of nearly dying, I see things normal people don't. I can see ghosts, they do exist. The one I saw the other day was my grandfather, who has been gone since 1992. He's still watching over me, and he's the one who got me through my illness.

Unfortunately, he can't get me through my financial worries, which are medical bills that will amount to about $2500, stuff my insurance doesn't cover. I need as much help as I can get, I even turned to eBay, trying to sell my website, but no one wants it.

I don't believe in karma anymore, before this happened, I couldn't pay my rent, someone who was going to help me backed out at the last minute. Because of that, I had to slave away in that snowstorm, and nearly died because of it.

I hope people can help me.