Life with me - i have cancer now!!  

hey thanks for replying buddy.really.ur the 1st one

ya good 4 u..happy mylotting my pal.

you are in mt prayers too. Please let one of your family members know and tell them you do not want dad to know as his health is bad also. I don't know what country you are in so i do not know what I can about your health benefits or options.

hey buddy. i am not giving up. i took a loan from the bank but i am doing everything myself without my family knowing about it becasue my father is a heart patient i dont want to having him health problems and that also not becasue of me..i am their song. i can;t do this. i don;t know if i should even tell him or any1, i dont know, m soo confused, the whole world is rushing down on me now.i really dont know wht 2 do.

Some thing like this is hard to deal with on your own with out support! I wish you luck. I still think your family would want to know. I would tel your mom and discuss it with here and see if she thinks dad can handle it. If not keep it between you and her. You need some one for support. We all support you here at mylot!

Agree with honeydew82174. Should at least let your mum know.

hey thanks for your concern. i really don't know. i am from india. there is nothing like this over here as u r mentioning but lets see what happens, its going very fast and no time left and i have soo much to do.i dont know hat m i thinking . i know skin cancer is urgent treament. i mean ur skin burns pains all the time. its red and all..its sad. thanks all for your concern.i just took a loan and will pay i nthe next two three days.i hope i make it throught . i hope i am with you people for a very long time too :), thanks pal

You will remain in my prayers. I've had cancer 9 times, and I've come out just fine. I guess it'll probably pop up again somewhere, but I have faith that I can beat it every time.

Best of luck! Try hard to find a teaching hospital. I had a nurse the last time I was in the hospital, who was from India. She said there are wonderful teaching hospitals all over India. She only came to the US as part of an arranged marriage, or she'd still be there.

Have faith!

hey thanks for the prayers already pal.i dont think my state will offer help like that.i stay in india.i dont think things like this happens here but i sure will try no harm in trying rite? eh. hehe and i must give u credit to you . i love the line you said, the second last line. about things which i havnt told u people. hehe. ya i know alot of things going in my head now.sumtimes i feel like you people understand me much better than my friends and family:).thanks for replying pal .

Hey, I just ran into this post and I feel so badly for you. I don't know what to say to you that will make you feel better. All I can do, is to pray that you will find the courage to do the things that you need to do in order to get through this very dark period in your life.

You are young. You have a bright future ahead of you and I believe that you will find the strength to overcome the cancer and make the most of the talents that you have.

I look forward to many more postings from you.

hey thanks for ur reply.thanks a tons means a lot to me..ya i know i will stand on my feet again.. ia also hope to post more than ever. i hope too.. hehe ..thanks ..alot pal

hey thanks alot . that really means alot to me. i know stuff like these are preety hard to actually undergo and alot of emotionas are let out during stuff like these.i know the same thing is here.i have been in testin also many times. they keep on saying to have critical warts and bullsh*t man. anyways thanks alot about your supoort. but after reading about urs, i am more concerned about you now.how are you now? is it gone or still there?.i mean the way you have wriiten stuff you seem to have taken it in a very positive way and thats nice becasue sometimes i get emo. and i dont want to go back in that stage, by the way thanks alot yaar.your suopport really means alot too:)

you've got support from all of us, dont you worry! if you ever need to vent, feel free to friend+private message me. venting is good, it makes you feel better on the inside. an thats the first step to making yourself better on the outside .

It's still there... whatever it is. I haven't been back to the doctor since last summer; I go next month to my "lady doctor", who will probably scold me that it's still there, why didnt i do the biopsy, blah blah blah...

Again, you've got our full support and if you need to vent, again, my offer is always open.

hey thanks for replying yaar. your peoples supoort actually makes me feel as if there are people in this world who actually care .thanks alot . i knw the skin thing really pains alot.but then it even takes times for curing so i hope too. it does. the worst part when u have a burning sensation to it.kinda of very sad.thanks for the supoort pal :)

hey thanks for replying .ya it is a big burden to me thats y i felt like discussing it with you people 1st.you know 4 sum reason i have started loving this place.thanks all 4 ur supoort.thanks a alot

hey pal thanks for the supoort i also pray to god to get rid of this stupid problem . i hope this ends soon yaa..

Thnaks kunal for your support. I think that is no longer a problem to me. Since some people always try to make problem. See response no.51 you will understand what i am talking about

ya i hope too pal..thanks for the support..thanks a lot pal.

hey thanks for replying here . i hope to be fine..everyone does common. lets see how thing works out now.