what you are thinking now?

I thinking of another topic to write about. I want more of my articles to be published because I want to gain a little bit of reputation as a writer. Also, I'm thinking about this aching back of mine. I hope it's not a serious matter. And I'm also thinking of that job that I've applied for. I'm praying to God for that job and I hope that finally it will be the one for me. Of course I'm not thinking of leaving this website...It's cool, post and have responses. I really love myLot right now.

NOW I AM UNDER GREAT stress of asking money from my friend.I need 1000 dollars very urgently.So i am thinking to get it from friend but with fulll hesisitation.

I'm thinking about leaving myLot for good. I have begun to grow tired of all the arguing I see going on all the time between everyone, so I'm thinking it is time I should be leaving, but not yet.

I am thinking why i am here? what i am doing? Is it for a good reason? and feeling some loneliness with having some fear in my heart and mind. I don't know this fear is for what.

i am thinking about my boyfriend right now because i feel so incomplete without him by my side and that we have to go back to our own lives living, enjoying and sleeping separately in our own homes..

yeah he sleeps at my house when my mom is far away from home whether she just went out of town or even out of the country. i know what im doing is not good that anytime we could get caught but these are the only days that we could be free without my parents looking out for me when i come home late and who i am with..

and now that she is arriving any minute now, i just feel sad because i be sleeping alone in my bed. im used to and i missing the way we hug each other at night or as we watch tv. i just feel the comfort and security when he is near beside me.

im just very addicted with my boyfriend. haha! that is very true..

well in a few days my mom will leave for singapore and we'll be living in again at my house for a couple of days again. can't wait for that day!! haha!

i just enjoy and love my boyfriends' company so much.

take care and enjoy mylotting!

i am thinking of what to type here at your discussion. har har har. my child is taking a nap rigt now so there is a lot of time to be at mylot. i can surf around and response on some discussion and learn from a lot of it. sometimes it is better to sleep than to be at mylot specially if you had a tiring day. it is not easy to think for a response if you are tired.