my LOVE story

Ever since I joined this site that was 6 days ago I haven't tried to open up really open up myself to all of you Its not that im secretive it's just that I never thought of opening up myself. Until this one new member started opening up I read his post then I realize that im making new friends You start by saying hello wich I already have then you start to tell something about yourself to gain the confidence of others that be friended you. Now I like to share this simple love story to all of you out their... I Have this x boyfriend before he was my first and last love. we met at a bar in which he partly owned. I'l just make this quick he said hi then i said hello i didnt give him my no when he asked my that night. when I went home after an hour he called me up it was my friend who give him my no, I was furious at my friend that time. short cut. we started dating and so on and so forth.. after a month of dating I said yes we were both happy that time I was in love and he was too. then after several months my father found out about his background my x bf was separated. I never knew that he got married b4 I was naive that time young full of love full of trust, full of hope and crazy about love. I made a lie a big fat lie just to break up with him coz my parents disapprove our relationship. because of that lie he agreed the relationship went cold. we never had a proper break up. I was wrong I know but he started the relationship with a lie so I have to end it up with a lie too. It was so hard for me to end the relationship because we were about to get engage... after 4 years we accidentally met then I told him about the lie. He cried in front of me coz he said that he search for me for more than a year but never found me.I know he loves me and I love him too.but I suffered for the sake of my family's and give up my own happiness. He proposed to me that very moment and told me that he still loves me even if he already have a new girl. But my being a good women told me that its not fare for the other girl so again I give up my own happiness for the sake of the other girl. I never new her new girl but my instinct told me that its wrong. its been nine years now since we broke up but he was my last love. was it right for me to give up my own happiness just for other person. I have no egrets what so ever coz i never hurt anybody I think I just made the right decision don't you think?