When did you DIE???

I made the change when I was around 26..Thats when it started at least..I took two yrs of soul searching, was celibate, etc etc...It was a work in progress though, still is in some ways. Along the way I gave up the drugs and have been clean for a few yrs now..and sober as well for the most part..I do have my moments when I'll drink but its only every few months ya know...The biggest thing has been rebuilding myself from the shell of a person I'd become due to my past...I never knew who i was...I was raised to be someone and something else which ultimately destroyed me in many ways and damn near killed me (literally)..Here I am now at 38 and I've really come a long way, made a huge difference in myself on all levels and am still growing, changing evolving every day all for the better....

hii harsha:) I didnt feel like that till now rey whatever it may be
I will not take things that much serious .I will go with happenings and
I like finding good from situations even worse situations and leave
bad content there only.I wil take only what ever i needed so i didnt
think of like to change till now. In future if that happens also i will try
my level best to not change because If once i believe i never quit my opinion.:)

Hmm wat abut u friend?Is there any situation like that?

About twoyearsback, i was a totally different guybut now i have realised much that the vikas at that time has lost somewhere deep, and a new vikas have came out from me since the last two years. everyday i am learning new things, new experience. I prefer the way i m now. You can say that it's a type of new birth.
It's completely wonderful. Now i have stared being very better than the one which was past. Now i can easily handle problems very well. I livingit happily.