Is "Love" Enough???  

OK, so I posted a blog about finding my "True Love" and all...but things have taken a rather sharp turn for the worse. She got ill and her "friends" kind of cut me out of her life by changing her phone number and not telling me if everything is good with her or not. A young lady that lives with her (and wants her BAAAD I must say) told me all kinds of bullsh*t saying my girl doesn't want me anymore and she will change her number and they will move. I didn't believe her, but it happened when I tried to call my girl on her birthday and her phone was off. I don't have a car so I cannot go by her house (which sucks for me). I haven't heard from her since about 2 weeks ago. I cannot go into detail about it but I'll give you a little background because I have a question...
We started dating back in February of 2006. We fell in love almost instantly. We had our ups and downs like every couple. My problem was that I had never been loved the way she loved me before and I had never loved anyone before (honestly) so, I didn't know how to accept it or how to give it back. Before her, I was a heart-breaker because I had my heart broken so much I didn't think anyone would EVER love me for real. Needless to say, it pushed us far from each other but we tried to keep it together and keep things going. She went out of the country in the middle of 2007 (August) and while she was gone, I realized how I had been treating her and I did a LOT of soul searching and I vowed to try to open my heart and love her as best as I could. She told me that she was skeptical because she had made up her mind to leave me when she got back. I begged for the chance to show her and she allowed me that chance. I did what I could to show her that I loved her. It took some time and she was impatient but I did what I knew how (which wasn't much). It's got VERY rocky from there. We ended up moving out of where we were because of difficulties (she got sick and I was pretty much evicted with no idea of her condition) and I had to come back home with my parents and she did the same. Long story short, we broke up again in March of 2008 because I suspected her of cheating and she admitted to it. We stayed broken up until September of 2008. At this point, my love for her is overflowing. All that love I had been trying to give her was just welling up inside me and I didn't want to give it to anyone else. I felt like my heart was on the verge of bursting. While we were broken up, she met another young lady (the one who lives with her now) and they had relations so the girl is hooked for life. Now, we were broken up (and I did my share of dirt as well) so I can overlook what she did. I just wanted her back because she had started calling again and saying she wanted to start over. I was overjoyed. There is a lot of confusion about the situation over there and is definitely NOT up for discussion. The point is, she is sick now (has been since Tuesday November 18) and nobody is telling me anything about her. Her phone number has changed (as well as the young lady that lives with her). The stories I have heard don't fit. Some of her friends get one story and I get another and none of them fit the scenario. I don't know if it's a big pack of lies or not. I don't know what's true from what is false and, frankly, I'm tired of the runaround. I figured if she was sick, she would have the decency to give her phone to someone she can trust to let me (of all people) know what's going on. Maybe that's too much, but that's what I would have done. Like I said, it's a looooong story and you won't get it unless I spin the tale for you but I won't...I don't know what's going on and based on what I have seen with my own eyes and been told, I can only assume she has moved on but wasn't bold enough to tell me...or that girl is just being a b*tch and is doing this only because my girl is unable to speak and my girl has no idea that this is going on...sigh...
My question is this. Would I be wrong to move on with my life using this assumption as my reason?? I cannot contact her and a part of me doesn't want to sit here and wait for her..but a part of me does because I REALLY TRULY love her (remember: I never loved before). My love is wanting me to stay and wait on her to contact me...but my mind is telling me to move on because what is happening is a sign that we are just not meant to be. What do you think??? Sometimes I feel like she was only brought into my life to teach me how to love...and that's all...another part of me wants to believe that we are meant to be together forever...I'm confused right now. I've NEVER EVER loved anyone before her and now that I know what it is (because she loved me so much) and I'm ready to give it...it seems like it's not enough...or maybe just too late. But if it's too late, why didn't she just tell me??? What should I do??? I'm at a loss and my heart is so full of love and hurting so badly that it is actually aching...I don't know what else to do. She started using this site with me (if you look at my comments you will see a comment from her saying she is glad we did this together) but she is hardly ever on here. I need the advice. I want to wait to hear from her and remain single, but I have 4 people right now that are wanting to be with me because they see how much I love her and what the situation is and they are DYING for me to love them that way. I have to admit I am attracted to one in particular, but I am scared to move on in the hopes that my girl will come around. I don't want to look dumb or desperate waiting on nothing and I don't want to move on and she gets better to find that I have moved on and left her when she was down. What should I do?? I wish SOMEBODY could FEEEEEL where I am coming from and help me...It's hard to put it in words but my heart literally is PAINING from this surplus of love...I cry and cry and cry because I don't know what else to do...she is my air......mi corazon....