lost myself

follow your heart not your head, you spend too much time thinking about the out come of your actions rather than acting impulsively, if you want something go for it, if you want to change something change it, only you can do these things, i live my life so that when i am old i wont be sitting there saying i wished i had tryed that but so that i can sit there and say i tryed that but didnt like it so tryed something else

My situation is similar with yours, i can not see hope from my job too, no money, no future. That is too far from my imagine i also try to change it to search for a new and better opportunity, but, changing mesns say no to former myself, this is really a hard thing. Former actions have been a daily habit which is part of myself.
I always feel lost in mist, i can not see roads ahead, the only thing i know is that i am nearing thirty, although get nothing neither money nor improvement in career.
Glad to meet you here, i come from China too