I'm lost here...this isn't getting any better

You've lost the person that is important for you and now you've created this discussion with hope that she or he will read it?Seems like you're in love.We feel like that when we're in love.I'm really sorry that this happened to you and you feel lonely.You wanted to give someone your love, but it was rejected.Well, what can I say..Love is already a gift itself.Look, you write beautiful and emotional words while my head is empty and heart cold because I don't feel anything for anyone.I admire people who suffer with love.God bless you and hope you'll find someone who'll call you back, love you back,and never leave you like this.

Been there. Done that. Burnt the T-shirt! Believe it or not people do care and are listening. Take it one day at a time and keep yourself busy. Talk with old friends or make some new ones. I realized that when I got the boot from my old ball and chain that is was the best thing that could have happened. But it did take time and I had to realize that change is good. I didn't say "easy"! But if you go back to some hobbies or work at staying busy time will pass and the pain will ease. And you will wrestle with your demons at realize its not worth all this wasted time. Time to evaluate learn from it and move on. Now remember don't shoot the messenger but anytime you need to talk let me know. Add me as a friend too and we can chat in private if you need too. Hang in there buddy!:)

I understand your situation, i hope you do be calm down and thinking it over. it must have been hard to loose some one or some one to have broke your heart or something. keep in mind, that things....just happen for a reason..i can't explain it really, i see only pain and sorrow in your discussion. .hope you get over it..in time.

A they say

Work is a blessed solace so keep busy! Entertain youself with you friends.

Stay focused on moving ahead.

It's hard I know. Been there. Done that and I chose to be sad and everything negative but nothing came from it. I just got more damaged, not only my emotions but my identity so take our advices!

Keep yourself busy. It's not the end of the world.

Hold on to your Faith and to God! He's there waiting for you to ask help from Him.

Good luck!

It is ver clear that you are trying to get a message across to someone so dear to you. I believe you would call that love. I really understand what you are going thru. I had someone that I was really close to and they up and left me for no reason. I thought my feelings would never get better. Guess what they did get much better with a little time. I DIDN'T take any drugs to get thru it. I rearranged anything that reminded me of that person. I wouldn't go around people that reminded me of them or places. I went as far as moving furniture around to make my home look totally different. Time will heal your broken heart. Really trust me on this. The one that you writing to could possible not be able ready for a serious relationship. If give them time and see what happens. Remember this. If you love it so dearly set it free and if it returns then it was meant to be.

Oh I feel bad for commenting on this because it's not for anyone but "her"
but I'm gonna try to because u are hurting and sound depressed, so it's for
your own good. My son is going through the same hurt, feelings of sadness,
and depression over loosing the live of his life. She's now engaged and moving
on. It's killing him. He's been drinking every night, trying to numb what always is still
there when he opens his eyes each morning. I wish there was a magic something that
would make you and him just happy and able to forget. The only thing that well help
is time, and to keep busy, keep your mind busy and when you do have quiet times think
about her but tell yourself it's over, don't live in the past try new things to do, go to different
places and get a new schedule for yourself. I know it's hard I see the sadness everyday in my
sons face, but things will get better I promise. Oh about the welbrurrin, if you don't feel better in like
4 weeks you should talk to your doc. About someorher med. I took it and it made my anxiety so much
worse. Had to take Valium with it. Good luck friend. Liz

Quit the Wellbutrin!By what you said,it doesn't work.I don't know about you but I rather feel Something than nothing.You are doing the only thing you can do.I hope she logs on and gets to read how much she means to you. I know it doesn't seem like it but you are lucky. I can't write my guy Unless he writes me back.So all we can do is wait and hope.

I admire your courage to be writing this on here. I have wanted to do this myself but i didn't have the courage. Now, that i have stumbled upon yours, suddenly i wanted to open up, just so to lessen the pain i feel. It hurts so bad, but i am not losing hope yet. But yes, i die each day that i do not hear from him and i die all over again the next day i wait. I have asked myself the same question, but i guess the hope of seeing or hearing from him again is what gets me through all this.