A blast from my past???spooky or ???
@whiteheather39 (24403)
United States
October 29, 2009 11:36am CST
Last weekend I started thinking of my little brother who died some years ago this I put down to his birthday being on November the 2ND. Next day I saw Rod Stewart appearing with his new album on most TV shows...OK but strangely enough he had been a personal friend of my brothers!! Yesterday I got a phone call from one of my great loves of my life...very nice ...we have kept in touch on and off through the 40 years since we last saw each other but it had been about 4 years since we last talked... OK but then...This morning I got up to see I have a message on my answering machine OMG it was from my first husband!!! I had not spoken to him in about 10 years???? What is going on??
It is strange but I meet my first husband at a going away party for the boyfriend who called me yesterday.
I find this spooky what do you think. I hope it does not mean death or something like that
My ex told me he had a video on YouTube and he is still playing drums and singing even although he is as ancient as I am. He still is one of Europe's elite jazz musicians more famous for his drum playing than his vocal
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@AmbiePam (120593)
• United States
29 Oct 09
I think all that stuff is pretty cool. Nah, you won't die any time soon. Well, you better not. But maybe it's just a random string of positive things to make you cheer up? Heck, I don't even know if you're down, so if you're fine, then maybe it's to make you even more cheery. 
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@Little_Stormy (6883)
• United States
30 Oct 09
Is he the singer on this video? or on the drums?
I think your past just came for a visit :) (it's a good thing) I had a visit from the past a few months ago and my past told me to go away! lol!
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@whiteheather39 (24403)
• United States
30 Oct 09
He is the singer and the drummer. After he finished his solo he went back to the drums and accompanied the brass solos.
What the hell do you mean go away?? I know you have been having some depression problems but you need to talk to your doctor about that. My daughter was in a deep depression and stayed in her bedroom for 3 years but finally (slowly) just 10 months ago she came out of it and is doing so much better. Got a job and her self esteem is emerging again. I shall be praying for you!
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@Little_Stormy (6883)
• United States
30 Oct 09
Good Morning WH!
you have great taste in men! he is cute :) or rather, he has great taste in women.. I've seen your pics! you are gorgeous! you two had to be the world's most perfect looking couple when you were together!
yeah, my past did tell me to go away... longgggg story! lol
True, I've been dealing with depression lately... but it's not anything new, I've been dealing with it for many, many years (most of my entire life)... I've been to doctors and I've tried nearly everything and my bouts with this demon come back again and again.. I suppose some things in life can't ever be fixed.
I'm so happy to hear about your daughter re-emerging! I love to hear success stories of people who win the battle with depression.. it gives me hope that maybe.. just maybe... it could happen to me too :)
Loved the video and I loved reading your story! thanks for sharing!
don't be spooked by it.. it's kinda nice when the past comes to visit you... instead of you going in search of it! ((((hugs!)))
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@whiteheather39 (24403)
• United States
30 Oct 09
Thanks for the compliment. I have a photo on my profile of my ex when he was years and years younger all dolled up in one of his fan photos. LOL.
Do not give up on coming out of the depression. It was so hard for me (the eternal optimist) to understand the depth of despair my daughter suffered and how many hours she spent on thinking about ending it all but I did recognize her terrible pain.
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@Lakota12 (42600)
• United States
30 Oct 09
That is weird but then to it all might be becaude you were thinking of your little brother and some how he was letting you know he still cares for you to even from the other side.
My dads is the 2nd of Nov too and I will be thinkin gof him he would be 100 years old if he had lived.
Just beleive your brother is your gaudian angel
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