My HeartBreak Halloween...A True Love Story

The Days Before And The Day Of
So there I was looking for the most perfect halloween ever. So I started looking for a party, because being 18 and all I just
had to go out and party. So I started asking all my friends if they knew where I could find a party, well until my friend whitney
ask me if my family and I would be able to "trick or treat" by her house. So I asked my mom just at that moment and when she said yeah, I stoped looking for that perfect halloween for seeing her would be worth missing out. So I got dressed and stuff like that, packed up my back pack and was on my way.
When I Got There........
So here I am in the back seat and we pull up on the first block and drop off the kids. So my mom said "I'm hunger
am I ther only one." My big sister and I both said "No." So we went and got so food leaving the kids with my aunt.
We ordered our food and stoped off at the store to pick up some stuff. Then we picked up the food and went back to the
spot where we last seen the kids. We found them two streets over walking and getting candy but there's one more person with them, it was Whitney and she running to the car.
Whitney.......
So she gets to the car and hugs my mom through the window and runs around to the other side of the car.
My sister hops out and hugs her and then I jumped out slowly yet quickly all at the same time. I walk over to her and
I give her a hug......and that's when I realized how much I really missed her.....
The Hug:Truely Missing Her
Here I was holding her in my arms and before I knew it I had laid
my head upon hers. For that one moment there was no other place
I would have rather been. So while in that moment I asked myself "Why Am I holding on
so tightly. Why am I about to cry and it hit me as I saw her walking away.
I missed her ever so dearly. So then we pulled up beside her and the other. I gave her my
note book for I knew that she liked reading my poetry. She got in the car book in hand
and tryed as hard as she could to read it by street light. I found that funny, well in a way.
It was unconfortable, but in a good way. Because I haven't felt that way in a while.
The Reason why not......
You see Whitney French is that one girl that I really want as a girlfriend,
but do to our age difference I could never be her boyfriend.
It's not that I won't, it's just I can't. I could nver hurt her and me liking her
was doing just that. So I just had to let go for the good of things.
I shall never forgive myself for walking away and giving up on us but
what can I do, Yet I miss her now more then ever.
AND YET THIS STORY IS FAR FROM OVER....SO
TO BE CONTINUED