Suicide: Does anyone understand it?

in short no.she didnt give you any clue or warning or left any reason.dont torture your self trying to work it out.you probably never will understand.its hard i know,but focus on the positives and remember your sister as she would have wanted you to.our sympathy,s are with you.

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Unfortunately I'm sure you will probably never know what was going through her mind, and you might be better off for not knowing. It's hard to know what drives a person to the point where they think they are better off not living. Depression is a medical condition though so I hope you in no way blame yourself for her death. Again, my condolences.

Some people look down on people who commit suicide or even try it, but I guess they have never been down enough to understand it, most people wouldn't have a clue until they themselves hit rock bottom and just can not go on... There is a saying... no one needs a reason to die but everyone needs a reason to live.....
Anyone can reach that point, most people are lucky enough not to, but I know I can understand because I have been rock bottom myself....

I am very sorry to hear about your loss . You will never be able to fully understand what your sister didn't tell you . She was depressed and the depression would have kept her from telling you what was wrong . She may have tried to keep it from you because she might have feared you would have looked at her differently or any number of reasons . Just always remember that your sister loved you and it was the illness that did this to her .

Phyically she is not here but spiritually she will always be with you, in your heart. Sorry for your loss. Stay strong.