the feeling of being mother - He is nathan alan smith, my baby, it was taken in delivery room the day i gave birth, the doctor cut his umbilical cord and cleaned him up...I can't believe we made it, during pregnancy my previous doctor told me that i have to undergo C-section due to my high blood pressure and i would have be in risk if i insisted to do it in normal delivery which it was impossible due to my health, i was shocked hearing it from my obegyne coz i know there was no one in our family undergone C-section and i am belong in a big family... in my 36 weeks pregnant i went to the doctor and she said was trying to convince me to confine in the hospital that they have to cut me or i should undergo C-section due to the risk possible arise in me...she was telling me that i don't have to hesitate and should stay in the hospital no need to wait till 8pm or otherwise me and my baby will die... but i went to different doctor and she gave me medicineto lower my blood pressure she then said 'just pray, believe in God he will save both of you... wait for your due once you feel in labor come over here right away.' she ease my worries, i prayed to God which i truly forgot the best weapon in any battle... we made it NORMAL BIRTH! and that is my baby boy's photo healthy boy.... during delivery i felt like i was in a battle that i have to fight for me and my baby's life....