The Burden He left behind. - This is a year ago in my birthday, when he also admited to me after he got home at 2am that he had been with a girl sexually. after he beat me up. I stayed with him, because I didn't want my kids to see me I was been abuse. (at that time I was staying at his house) He just recently move out. He has left me with a big burden. But at this point all I care is for him to be away from me. And all material things and money worries don't matter rigth now. I've been very depressed. I have no job no money. 'But Now I feel secured'. I know I will get up from this and go ahead with my life. But How do I start?