despondency

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Parable: The despondent are hard to shift away from their despondency

emptychair @innertalks (23734) • Australia 12 Jul 21

Woody was feeling woolly-headed. He had messed up at work again. He had made a mistake, and cost his company a small fortune. He took a few days off on sick leave. Then, he resigned altogether. [b]He was always...

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'Lucid Dreaming'

waking_life @waking_life (125) • United States 24 Feb 09

*^---^* 'Lucid Dreaming' I sleep to dream and to gain fantasy Lucid life inside of the mind A location in which to be free I sleep to dream and to gain anonymity Lucid life that has endless possibilities A...

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'Drunk With Despondency'

waking_life @waking_life (125) • United States 24 Feb 09

(*--^--*) 'Drunk With Despondency' I'm drunk with despondency and pain is my crystal elixer. The liquid reveals the hidden agenda, its the neurological depicter. Vertigo of ache, piercing ever point of...

~Black Destiny~

waking_life @waking_life (125) • United States 1 Jun 08

~Black Destiny~ The darkness in my heart is heavy It sinks my soul into a sea of malice This dark destiny is drowning Killing the psyche, forever more to be callous - WakingLife

"Only Me, Myself, and I"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 30 Mar 08

"Only Me, Myself, and I" Despondency is me No argument is available I encompass the epitome of depression My mind is indubitably unstable I am Despondency No question to that aspect My life has always...

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"Anxiety Attack"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 30 Mar 08

"Anxiety Attack" I'm a wreck of nerves I feel so inadequate I want to hug.. I want to be held... but their is no one to do so with. I feel shaky and I want to put my arm around my mother.. but she stopped me...

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"Jumbled Futility"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 26 Mar 08

"Jumbled Futility" I'm loosing the identity of being poetic Turning only into a peddler of the prosthetic All of the aspects that once, I seemed to follow Have left me broken hearted and unequivocally hollow I'...

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The Sound of a Heart Breaking

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 26 Mar 08

The Sound of a Heart Breaking I’m drowning in my sorrows. I have buckets full of tears. I can’t think about tomorrow. Too busy thinking about lost years. I’m lost in morbid thinking. I have...

the sound of a heart breaking

"Fear Arrives With Reality"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 22 Mar 08

"Fear Arrives With Reality" My eyes bleed Inside death is overtaking me And I'm scared, really afraid I cannot yet depart to my grave My heart beats With an urgency that leads to sleep And I cry from...

fear arrives with reality

life

living

substance

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"Not Complicated"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 18 Mar 08

"Not Complicated" If your dead You don't have to worry About loosing yourself And everything going blurry If your dead Pain is not an obstacle You cant try to kill yourself So theirs no...

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"Nutzoness Encompasses"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 17 Mar 08

"Nutzoness Encompasses" I don't want to sound redundant But the strings they pull again Sadness fills my heart in abundance Sadness to my soul is sent Hope is plenty in my heart But it drowns in this despair To...

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"Cannot Flee, Despondency"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 14 Mar 08

"Cannot Flee, Despondency" Much like a shadow, that always follows, It is a darkness that cannot be severed. Fragmented, but not detroyed... Pain that is relentless, leaves always a void... The blackness never...

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"A Bully Broke A Bone"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 12 Mar 08

"A Bully Broke A Bone" I was playing ball A boy who disliked me Threw me on the ground To my parents a phone call Because my right, writting tool was broken My back fell right atop of it Audible screaching then was...

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If only...

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 9 Mar 08

If only... If only I could make use of my mind. If only I could make my dim light bulb shine. So that a correct direction I could find. So that I could re-construct a debilitated spine. If only I could make use of...

"if only..."

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 9 Mar 08

"IF ONLY..." IF ONLY I COULD ALWAYS BE ALONE IF ONLY ALL MY SKIN COULD BE TURNED INTO STONE SO THAT THE PAIN COULD NEVER REACH MY BONES SO THAT THE PAIN COULD NEVER HIT HOME IF ONLY I COULD...

"Reaching the emotional stage of the liquid toxicity"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 7 Mar 08

"Reaching the emotional stage of the liquid toxicity" I love to hate but hate I also hate Im always contradictory, of that there is no debate I always mourn the death of my spiritual faith I always feel that I don't...

"The Final Beginning"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 6 Mar 08

"This Is The Beginning of Nothing" Through my veins, as it filters thru my heart, and settles gleefully in my brain.. Is the most pure type of pain. It flows in my body. It eats at my soul. Each day of living, is a further...

this is the beginning of nothing

"Happiness Visits Me"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 6 Mar 08

"Happiness Visits Me" This is a precious moment A surge of happiness And it is bliss in brevity Of which I take advantage of Because this gravity that brings glee Might leave me at any moment So I will shine in...

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"Love and Obsession"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 6 Mar 08

"Love and Obsession" In earnest... nothing you've done is wrong, Trust I have for you, much more than few. Still its a bother that strikes me from every side, That eats at me deeply inside. My obsession is quite...

"Obsessive Compulsive"

zenmachado @zenmachado (1617) • United States 6 Mar 08

"Perfect Paranoia" I cant stop to cry. For the tears flee in my endless thinking. It is, a perfect paranoia. Nothing is more important, because the obsession is seductively addictive. When the compulsion takes over my being,...