I have no control can no more put down my keyboard or my pen than any addict could put away the needle I have no control can no more decide what I create with my words than any fire...

Every word you say to me Is a knife Drawing a fine line Across my skin. Every time you look at me There’s a sword That twists somewhere Deep within my guts. You’re killing me with your...

Look at me, What do you see? Do you see my smile, Or the pain that it hides? Do you hear my laugh or my cry within? When I joke, do you think me funny Or can you tell I'm lonely? Do you know...

I offer you nothing Expect of you nothing Giving whatever I can at this moment Accepting whatever you give I do not follow you Do you not turn you away Coming to you when I wish Letting you...

You see my smile because it is what I want you to see. You will never truly know the person that is me. You don't see the tears that I've so often cried. You'll never know how much of my soul...

I don't have the right to touch you anymore to run my fingers through your long red hair or to trail kisses across your strong shoulders marveling at your creamy skin I don't have the...