"Despondent Dedication"

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"Despondent Dedication" This song is dedicated to you The one who's love I never knew Scowls and eyes that put me down Emotions killed and buried in the ground Never was I good enough Always, I was a skeezy putz This song is dedicated to you And all the affection that I never knew And I know I will be alright Never gonna lose myself And I know that I will always fight Never gonna lose myself This is dedicated to you And all the punches that you threw All the skin that turned black and blue And to the feelings that turned askew This is a dedication to that foul sensation Taking those memories and creating a cremation I remember those days of a pain infestation But now I rid myself of that lamentation And I remember every bruise But Im no longer going to lose myself And I know it was once an excuse But Im no longer going to lose myself Because this song I dedicate to life And to attain it, there is always a price All that has been inflicted, was a creation of my now This song is dedicate to gaining strength from what's foul I'm haunted by the masses that made me feel inferior My mind fooled me into thinking, that was my image I never realized that the value lied in the interior And its never were you start, it is all in how you finish And I remember every painful feeling But that does not define myself And I know that the future will be beaming Because that is what I expect form myself ZeN