Have you WISHED you DIDN'T KNOW?

Philippines
June 16, 2008 9:06am CST
I am in a stage of denial and sadness at the moment. It is because I learned something that I wished I didn't know. This was the thing that I kept on telling myself not true. I was suspicious before but I told myself not to judge and conclude right away. But the other night came and someone told me that what I am afraid to happen is really TRUE. He said it is true. But still, I insisted that it wasn't that it was just a misinterpretation from his part. But he showed me proofs. I am sad. I wished I didn't know.
3 responses
@ravinskye (8242)
• United States
16 Jun 08
yes. i always felt like my grandmother didn't care for me much. she always made me feel like a disappointment even though i've never done anything wrong. it actually just happened over this weekend that my feelings were confirmed. she didn't admit it but i accidentally read something she had wrote about me and you could tell from it how she felt. it made me sad and i kind of wish i didn't know for sure. because atleast then i could try to tell myself that it was just me imagining things.
• United States
16 Jun 08
I am sorry that you are sad. sometimes things happen and we wish that we did not know it. But now that you know you have to try to work through the sadness and figure out what is best for you to do to get over what ever it is. Life can be painful but we have to pick our selves back up dust our selves off and get back to enjoying our lives the best we can. Best of luck to you.
@gtdonna (1740)
16 Jun 08
Yes! They say what you don't know can't hurt you. I have experienced that so many times, that now I go out of my way to put myself where I avoid having to face evidence in front of me. Unlike you however, the individual is in denial and even if confronted will still not say the truth.