Change of heart

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I'm back! The last time that i wrote down here was like eons ago, 2 years to be exact. How do I excuse myself for being such a sloth in witting down my emotions to be. Hmmm a lot of things has happened to my existence..I've thrown away relationships that doesn't make sense in my life, I've given up jobs that has once made me whole..but in reality its just a fake imitation of everybody else coz i was meant for something more sustaining. I broke my heart thrice for only one person, I cried like crazy for the last months just to get off this thing from my chest..and now here I am..feeling giddy and floating in a lily pad. right now I have this job in a real estate developer..and we all know what does means hehe. You know guys, from being an accountant to this field that I am now.not in a million of years I have ever planned this thing to happen but as they say dust settles in I finally found a place where I belong. Here in this industry, specially in sales..people are like crocodiles, and whether I like it or not I have to stay on my guard always so I wouldn't be eaten up by the system. I've got this colleagues in my office that takes every opportunity for grapevine nad yes..this is what i call life...well nobody says that life is easy hahaha. we're all in our own spaces that are defined by our choices. I wasn't blind when I chose this course that I'm threading nor I wouldn't just throw this off like a day old garbage..its just life