Motivation, how do you find it ?

i have slowed down alot since i have been sick to my sorrow. i try to accomplish something every day. i know what needs doing so i decide the night before what i' going to do the next day. you just have to push yourself. you can't sit down & do nothing or i can't.

There are times when I feel like I am just a small spec living in this universe, I would just sulk. To keep me moving, I would always think of my loved ones. Of the people who matter to me, and I would often think the love they project to me because the love is the one key reason why I also continue to take life wonderfully and happily.

Seems like I have been in a slump for almost a year now. Things were going well for me until about last October or November, then things went to sh*t from there. It seems like everything I have tried to do since then has gone severely wrong. I can't seem to get a break, and I can't seem to make anything happen to get myself back on track again. It seems like the harder I try, the worse things get. I really don't know what to do. I just wish I could find a better job, or at least a part time job that I can work around the hours I am working now. That is one thing that would help a lot.

The desire to succeed, the desire to go on in life without stopping, is inborn to some extent. You can see many people who need a 'push' from their relatives to start again. They always struck with things in life and never start a thing of their own. Some people are self starters and they don't need anybody to start them and i believe i am self starter.

I am a high gear person always!! Hubby says he doesn't know how I do it and that I'm lucky. I say it's just the way I am... go go go