No explanation...!

I never understood and I think that is beyond my desire to understand people to ask and give explanations. In fact I exaggerate! Up to a point you understand that you need to justify or explain why you acted in a certain way but I, in posting this, I will refer solely to those who, although they swear they do not have any claim from a man, do not want to have to do with it, I ask an explanation after explanation, most of them for past actions which have no relevance anyway. We like to complicate our existence, we like to suffer, to excavate the past when everything in life is that simple. We like to make reproaches to put a thousand questions of people who, after all, we owe nothing. I do not understand why I have to justify that I did exactly what I feel? It is clear that what I do not how to thank everyone but I do not understand why I must be condemned as I thought to myself first. I hate to ask for explanations, to be placed against the wall, I hate to be accused that I behaved as normal in a free country.I know it's just not nice to say so but I think that instinct to seek explanations for any guilty and is evidence of frustration or hide the fact that the feelings that resort to such tricks would like to deny.