Why this experimentation is taking too long?

sukumar i would suggest you one thing, you write too much negative discussions, not that its not good to share them with your friends here, but i want to know what is that so serious that is going on wrong in your life, that you always have to talk about destiny, it feels very tired to reply such things without knowing what exactly is the matter. Sorry if u feel that i am asking you that but i think you should be a bit positive too.

Suk, you're my friend here at myLot, so I want to be supportive and respond to your discussions. I just don't know what this one is about. "Misgivings" sounds like you've got doubts about something. Maybe you hesitate to act on something? I don't know what experimentation from destiny's part means. "How long?" I shrug. Some things take longer than others. Things going up in smoke at the "crucial juncture" -- not sure if I understand. Maybe it's not the right time or maybe it's not right for you in the long run. I have a lot of respect for your intelligence, Suk. You're a deep thinker and I think you worry a lot. I wish you the best, always.

It will continue until God convinces Satan that mankind is worth loving or until they decide to stop the game and have a final battle. I think the games will end soon, the way things are going.

i think that is just life & it never stops. there is always something going on that can upset you if you let it. we just have to roll w/the punches & make the best of what's left.

Are you trying to say "how much more do I have to bear?"? If you are, I can relate; you work so very hard to meet your goals and you seem to get so near and then they are beyond your reach again. I used to feel like that when I was trying to conceive a baby and not succeeding. My husband and have been through hell and back trying to get pregnant; we tried everything humanly and medically possible all to no avail. It did finally happen when we gave up the fight; we put down our weapons and said' "you win and that's fine". The following month I was pregnant and the conception was natural and unaided. My point is that life is what it is and there is no point fighting every turn, like someone else here said you've got to roll with the punches and surrender results to the Universe and be glad; it is only then that good things will come.

Hello my friend sukumar794 Ji. I think in a nut-shell, till we reach our goal, or solution. lefe is experimental till then. May god bless you and have a great time.