Don't get mad, get even

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First, I would like to thank all of friends who responded to my posted discussion yesterday. I am overwhelmed with all the love and care from the responses, so a big hug to all of you. This is a follow up of events. I had to log out yesterday after posting my discussion because I could feel a nervous breakdown coming. And it was harder because I can't let my mother know what I am going through. So, I left my mom and headed up north to the house of Jerk(my ex). I was already trying to call him and ask him to go online so that we could talk because I had more questions than answers. So I took the three o'clock Baguio bound Victory bus and arrived at Jerk's house around 7 or 8 in the evening. We talked and I needed answers badly. It was good that we were able to talk, and I found the answer. The person that I have loved for six years has become a stranger. It became easier for me, maybe because my questions were satisfactorily answered. And with the realization that he has become a complete stranger gives me so much comfort that the problem does not lie with me, or my situation with mom. But rather with Jerk. I told Jerk that I wanted to hit him so that I could release some of my pent up tensions from the break up. Jerk agreed. I know in his mind, yeah, its gonna be a girly punch. I never told Jerk that I tool taekwondo classes as a kid and I still know some moves for self defense. So I hit him and hopefully left him with a few broken ribs and left. The pain is still here. It doesn't take a fortnight to get over the pain. But whats good is that I am healing. Thank you my Mylot friends!