I accidentally discovered something that made me really confused...
By Paper_Doll
@Paper_Doll (2373)
Philippines
October 17, 2010 9:12pm CST
Have you discovered something in the most unexpected situation? I am so confused that I needed to take a leave at work this morning because I haven't got sleep. What happen was I met someone through internet. We have been talking for a while. We talk about our lives like never been before. Well, I really do not know this person personally which explain why I can talk about anything or any problem I have. We are already friends in facebook and friendster. Just this morning we talked about how he should deal with his problems in life. I told him so many things to make him realize that he is not doing the right thing. I really wanted to help him and gave him a verse from the Bible wherein he could find answers that would help him cope with his current situation. But I was surprised when he gave me a specific verse and asked me to tell him what that verse says. Just by simply asking that question, I was put into a situation where I never thought I would be. We belong to the same group. And I couldn't talk anymore. I felt like I told my mother the craziest thing I have ever done in my life.
He didn't judged about my mistakes but I was so confused that I really do not want to talk to him anymore. I am so ashamed of myself.
4 responses
@BrittneeD (351)
• United States
18 Oct 10
I'm sorry you are so ashamed but I am a bit confused,
What do you mean you belong to the same group? Religous group? And why does it make you feel like you told your mother the craziest thing you had every done?
I'm also confused why you feelso ashamed?
@Paper_Doll (2373)
• Philippines
18 Oct 10
My parents and I have different religion. And I really do not look after them if need advise or I have problems because your beliefs can greatly affect your view of life. I usually turn to those who belong to the same religious belief that I have. But when I knew this person on the internet, I was able to tell him everything that I will not usually talk about with my parents - fear of marrying, having kids, how I hate my job, how I am tired of making things like this and like that and how I see my life today and how it would be in the future. Everything that I just keep to my self. Because I found out that we belong to the same group, and he is very eager to meet me personally. I do not know how to face this man if we finally meet each other in flesh. I am only comfortable to expressing myself to him because of the fact that we don't know each other at all.
@alokijon (665)
• Malaysia
18 Oct 10
Do not take it too seriously. Just forget about it. Life must go on.
@mods196621 (3652)
• Philippines
18 Oct 10
What do you discovered? And what is going on? I really dont understand what you are trying to say your confusion and everything is vague for me. Friend tell what is going on with you and that guy you are talking about. What verse in the bible you said? well anything what is inside we are here just relax and everything will be okay.
