How can I drown an empty?

Indonesia
March 15, 2011 10:40pm CST
Misunderstanding indeed the source of disaster! His taste for life I'm often wrong, wrong and wrong, but probably just my feeling, when I empty .... I was very obedient, and always hungry for knowledge ... I always believe in true love ..... I always miss my family, my friends, and neighborhood I've always wanted to always do your best, serve well,, I've always cheerful, tireless and not easily give up,, now I do not believe in true love, in staying away from the true faith ... and want to die .. This friend I'm upset Barbie very hollow ... empty nian .. I'm lazy to go home, because it avoids misunderstandings as well forget about my own family, because all this time my intention is best for them ... but I'm not an angel who had no grudge not forever I serve because I want the loved and protected when I'm weak no helpless ... "please you just cursed me so so I did not realize there was someone who I can hope but God, and I'm lazy ... maki prayer is begging me to get up or give me your sentence is toxic for poisoned .... I'm upset,,, torturing myself with a sense of emptiness and not go back to how the sinking feeling this emptiness,, certainly not so if there is someone who I could trust and love me ... I even forgot how to start it ... Notify me when I was still able to do a good
2 responses
• Indonesia
16 Mar 11
the solution seems to really talk, but a is a closed character,tend to shy away. a most do not like situations like the above, she feels more comfortable to avoid,but still felt compelled to rectify the situation with the b
@annapplez (208)
• Australia
16 Mar 11
Najibdina, you are writing some seriously depressing stuff lately. If you are really feeling this way, I think you need to find someone in your area to talk to about what's going through your head. You can't bottle this stuff up, you need to get it out and discuss it through with someone.