Stress, depression, lonely, unsure, the unknown
By locakai
@locakai (166)
United States
May 23, 2011 6:50pm CST
Yes, I'm sad. Yes, I'm depressed. Yes, in a way I'm lonely. I got an eviction letter today, and on top of that I didn't qualify for the food, from the government. I'm trying to hold myself together. I love my DH, I truly think he loves me, but love doesn't pay the rent, nor the bills. I go to school full time, but the landlord don't care, naturally. I tried to get help from the governement. They denied me because I don't work part time and go to school. I tried school and work for two years, I failed my classes, and still couldn't get help from the government, I'm an American for God's sake, and my own government can't help me.
I'm so angry, sad, and depressed, that I'm now feel alone. I'm unsure about the furture, where I be in a year or two.
It is sad, I have so many blessings, but I'm so low, and be down, that I really don't want to get up, I don't want to do anything, because when I do, I don't really know how to begin again.
I have so many loans, and loans. I don't know how I will survive.
How do you deal with stress, depression, some form of loniness, the unsure and the unknown?
2 responses
@Bellapop (1279)
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26 May 11
Try to talk to your friends and family, or someone you trust it always helps to talk through your problems. Two heads are always better than one and hopefully between you and can help to find a solution to your problems. Are there any organisation that can help you? Try not to worry too much there is always help and there is always a solution to do worry because there is always liked, just remember that this is the worst they can get and the only way is up.
@frontvisions101 (16043)
• Philippines
24 May 11
Wow. You're in some real deep sh!t. I don't really have any specific advice for you except this: every agony has its price. In the end you'll get that rewarding price if you really are that dedicated. Stop schooling for a while and find some work. It's just a suggestion but if you think about it you'll notice that there are a lot of benefits, either short or long run, that you'll recieve in the future.
@locakai (166)
• United States
24 May 11
I'm addicted to school. lol. If I don't go to school then I will have to pay off the loans, which I do so with part of the money I get from the aid I get. But then if I quit school, and work I would need three either full time, or part time jobs trying to pay what I've now, and the loans back. I'm trying to figure it out, but the government isn't helping matter none, when I try to talk to them they say that they can't do anything. Its trying to find a place of solice when there is always a put down.
